he felt a warm sensation rush through his head as something like a clear and coherent thought
occurred to him。
If he made this shot; the boss would be pleased…
“You shouldn’t take it too much to heart what Davir said before; new fish;” Bulaven said。 “He
didn’t mean anything by it。 It is just his way is all。”
Bulaven was standing on watch on the firing step; looking out into no…man’s land with Larn
beside him。 Meanwhile; in the firing trench below them; the other men were mostly quiet。 Wrapped
in an extra greatcoat in place of a blanket; his muffler pulled forward to cover most of his face;
Davir lay dozing with his back against some spare flamer canisters。 Beside him; Scholar sat silently
reading from the tattered pages of a battered and obviously well…used book。 Only Zeebers was
making anything much in the way of noise。 Sitting on the trench floor; he could be seen sharpening
the blade of his entrenching tool with a whetstone; the low scraping sound of the stone running over
the metal added a malicious counterpoint to the occasional hostile glances he periodically made in
Larn’s direction。
“Yes; that is a good trick; new fish;” Bulaven said; noticing that Larn was looking at Zeebers。 “If
you sharpen the blade of your entrenching tool it makes a good weapon if you find yourself in handto…
hand with an ork。 Better than a bayonet; anyway。 Of course; you need to be careful you don’t
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sharpen the edges of the spade head too fine。 Otherwise; it can split if you actually have to dig the
earth with it。”
“Does it happen a lot?” Larn asked him; giving an involuntary shiver as he remembered his
earlier encounter with the gretchin。 “Going hand…to…hand with the orks; I mean?”
“Not so much if we can help it;” Bulaven said; tapping the imposing bulk of the heavy flamer by
his side。 “For myself; when it comes to killing orks I prefer to use my friend here。 Sometimes
though; the orks get in close and it can’t be helped。 Then you just have to kill them with laspistols;
knives; spade heads: whatever comes to hand。 But you don’t need to worry too much about that;
new fish。 Stay close to me; Scholar and Davir; and you’ll be all right。”
“You will forgive me; Bulaven;” Larn said to the big man。 “But it didn’t sound too much like
that when you were talking before。”
“Ach; I told you: you shouldn’t worry about that; new fish;” Bulaven said。 “As I say; Davir
didn’t mean too much by it。 It is simply his manner to sound off from time to time; and you just
happened to get in his way。 Personally; I think it is because he is shortarse。 He likes to talk a lot to
make himself seem important。 Trust me; you should just put it from your mind as though it never
happened。”
“And the fifteen hours?” Larn said quietly。 “What about that?”
In reply Bulaven fell silent for a moment; his broad and kindly features abruptly given over to an
almost pensive brooding。 Until; at length; he spoke once more。
“Sometimes; it is better not to think too much on such things; new fish;” he sighed。 “Sometimes;
it is better just to have faith。”
“Faith?” Larn asked。 “You mean in the Emperor?”
“Yes。 No。 Perhaps;” Bulaven said; his words growing as slow and thoughtful as his expression。
“I don’t know; new fish。 I used to believe in so many things back when I first became a Guardsman。
I believed in the generals。 I believed in the commissars。 Most of all; I believed in the Emperor。 Now;
I certainly don’t believe in the first two anymore。 And as for the Emperor? Sometimes it is hard to
see His grace among all this carnage。 But a man must have faith in something。 And so; yes; I still
believe in the Emperor。 I believe in Him。 And I believe in Sergeant Chelkar。 Those are the two
articles of my faith; such as they are。”
“But there is something else; new fish;” he continued。 “Something just as important as faith。
Hope。 Davir is wrong about that; you see。 A man must have hope; or he might as well not be alive。 It
is as important as the air we breathe。 So; no matter how bad things get; new fish — no matter how
bleak they seem — you must remember not to give up hope。 Trust me; if you can hold on to your
hope; everything will be all right。”
With that; Bulaven fell silent again and Larn found himself remembering his talk with his father
in the farmhouse cellar on his last night at home。 Trust to the Emperor; his father had told him then。
And; now; Bulaven had told him to trust to hope。 Though in his heart he knew them both to be good
pieces of advice; as he looked out at the desolate and foreboding landscape around him they seemed
of little comfort。
A single shot rang out; the sound of it unnaturally loud after the silence。 Acting on reflex Larn
jumped back from the firing step in search of cover; only to fall backwards into the trench to land on
top of Davir; causing the stocky runt to awaken in a flurry of profanities。
“Marshal Kerchan’s bloody arse!” Davir cursed as he pushed Larn away。 “Can’t a man get any
sleep around here without some idiot jumping on top of him with two boots first! What; you have
mistaken me for your mother; new fish; and you wanted a cuddle? Get the hell off me!”
“There was a shot; Davir;” Bulaven said; still standing on the firing step; head crouched to peer
cautiously over the trench parapet。 “From out in no…man’s land。 A sniper; I think。 That is what the
new fish was reacting to。”
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“He can react to it all he wants so long as he doesn’t keep leaping on me;” Davir said; grabbing
his lasgun and stepping up to the firing step beside Bulaven to gaze wolfishly into no…man’s land。
“So。 A sniper; eh? Scholar; hand me your field glasses and we will see if we can find him。”
Soon; Scholar and Zeebers had joined Davir and Bulaven on the firing step。 Then; handing the
field glasses to Davir; Scholar turned to look over his shoulder at Larn standing at the bottom of the
trench behind him。
“You should come up and watch this; new fish;” Scholar said。 “It is important you learn how to
deal with a sniper。”
Taking his place on the step next to Scholar; Larn watched as the other men stared intently into
no…man’s land; scanning for anything out of place。 Until; indicating a shell crater perhaps three
hundred metres away from their trench; Davir’s wolfish smile became a broad grin of delight。
“There;” he said。 “I see him。 Keep your heads down — the little gretch bastard is already
looking for his next shot。 He’s not the brightest of sparks; however。 He may have painted himself
grey to blend in with the mud; but apparently; nobody told him a sniper’s not supposed to fire twice
from the same position。”
As though in response another shot rang out; raising a clod of earth as the bullet struck the
ground three metres to the left of the trench。
“Ha! He’s not much a shot either;” Davir said; handing the field glasses to Bulaven beside him。
“Really; I think we should consider sending a letter of complaint to the orks about the quality of the
gretchin they choose for sniper duty。 This one is so poor a marksman; killing him seems almost a
waste of a lasblast。”
“It is another one of the hazards here; new fish;” Scholar said to Larn。 “Every now and again the
orks will equip a particularly level…headed gretchin with a long rifle and send him out into no…man’s
land to act as a sniper。 Of course; gretchin are hardly renowned for their marksmanship; so mostly
they are just a nuisance。 But we have to take them out; all the same。 Which unfortunately means that
one of us here will have to act as bait。”
“I vote for the new fish;” Zeebers said; sneering at him。 “He is expendable; after all; and you
never known when a gretch might get lucky。”
“Very kind of you to volunteer him;” Davir said; his las…gun at his shoulder as he sighted in on
the shell crater。 “Especially since; if memory serves; it is actually your turn to act as sniper bait。
Now shut your stinkhole and get out there。 And make sure you give the gretch plenty of opportunity
to shoot at you。 I want a clear view of him so I can be sure of a clean kill。”
Muttering darkly under his breath; Zeebers grabbed his lasgun and put his hands on the top of
the trench wall to the side of him。 Then; giving Larn a last poisonous glare; he pulled himself up out
of the trench and jumped into the open。 The moment his feet hit the ground he was off and running;
zigzagging with his body half…crouched as he sprinted across open ground to the next nearest firing
trench and threw himself inside to safety。
“No;” said Davir; still peering through his sights towards the shell crater。 “He is still in cover。
Maybe our friend is smarter than we think。 Or perhaps he simply finds Zeebers to be a rather
scrawny and uninspiring target。 Either way; I haven’t got a shot yet。”
“Again; Zeebers!” Scholar yelled; waving toward the next trench。
Discontent clearly visible on every line of his face even from a distance; Zeebers leapt from the
trench again and ran zigzag once more toward the next trench in line。
“He’s moving;” Bulaven said; gazing through the field glasses towards the crater。 “Looks like
he’s taken the bait。”
“Quiet;” Davir hissed。 “You are putting me off。”